3am
I keep rolling on my bed cause I can't sleep. I already try every way to sleep; turn on aromatherapy candle, listen to soft-jazz music, did some before-sleep-yoga but still, I'm fully awake.
I give up. I start to walk to my kitchen, looking for midnight snack when someone ring my unit's bell. “Who comes?” I asked to myself.
“Hi, Eve.” a deep-soft voice greets me. I choose to close back the door but his hand success to hold the door, “I miss you.”
“Go back home, it's too late now.”
“I'm home, now. You're my home.” he replied me. His eyes starred on me with a sad gaze.
“Not me anymore. Go home now, please.”
He didn't obey my words instead he stepped closer to me, “You're forever my home, Eve.” he said softly before he kissed my lips. I swear I'm trying to stop myself but I can't.
“Shit, I need to stop.” after some minutes, alarm on my head wakes me up as I stop him.
“Eve, stop denying yourself.”
“I'm not, Xiao Dejun.”
“Then, why?”
“You know the reason, I'm going to marry someone else!”
“But you never love him!”
I lost my words, everything that Dejun said is correct. In fact that I'll marry someone else just for a sake of my dad's business but I still love Dejun totally drives me crazy.
“Eve, what should I do to reassure your heart?” he said as he stroked my hair and my cheeks, “I do really love you, Eve.”
I don't know what's got into my mind or maybe I'm totally crazy, I pulled his arms and kiss again his lips. It was tender until he asked me, “Should I make another move?” and I replied with a yes.
Where's your sense of belonging? We could be getting frisky, girl Till three o'clock in the morning 3am – HONNE